Over.

Hindi parin ako makaget over, sorry.

2 years ago, I was sitting exactly where I was a while ago. We were texting and we were the happiest persons in the world. I was drinking my glass of coke when you told me you wanted to marry me. I was bragging to all my mom's friends how I was committed to someone and how I was so sure that this long distance relationship was not a wrong choice. I was happy. And it never slipped into my mind even for a second that I would be sitting again on that same chair 2 years later all alone.

I can't believe you chose her. It's as simple as that. You promised me, before we parted ways, that you would never choose her. You even told me, I'd go first in your list before she would. You just.. you sank too low. Sobrang baba mo na, hindi na kita maabot. Can't you live without a relationship? Na pumatol ka pa sakanya just to be loved? Wow. You epitomize the phrase "How low can you go?".

You don't make me sleep, damnit. I hate this. I think about you for a minute and then my whole world falls apart and I cannot fucking sleep.